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Never wldve wanted things to turn out like this.

one after another. I guess its just fear in my heart of losing. Im afraid of ppl being nice to me coz im scared of losing. Iapos;d nvr want that to happen. Some ppl say its better to haf loved n lost than nvr to have loved at all. I beg to differ. I think its better not to hav had, or even haf hopes. It hurts to lose more.

shit. Now ive lost a friend. Wad kinda crap is this.

im like pissed off. Altho its my fault frm the start but then now its like. ARGH

maybe i feel that its unfair for him coz ive someone in mind? maybe not.
i know its impossible. But i canapos;t get him off my mind all the time. Like i benchmark other guys acc to his qualities. Haha. Not that i haf hopes or wad. Just that heapos;s left too much an impression in me. Ohwells.

before i get over it, no relationship for me. Hahaha. No more same mistakes.

talking abt my mistake. Totally shit. I tink i saw him that day. And my feeling was, pissed. LOL. So now i know how iapos;d feel if i saw him-.-" surprising? maybe. Hurr.

im crazy.

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